Friday, January 25, 2008
What's the story now?
I think i won't be deleting off this blog. Good reason is, if've found lots of bloggers whom i use to share my life with....in school that is. heh. or just some random people whom i've saw multiple of times everywhere, but have never spoken to.
I've never had the intention to talk or well...smile because i'm not a friendly person. Not that i'm a snob though. Cuz i try to avoid strange conversation that will lead me to pespire like hell. But sometimes, my poor eyesight is the ultimate boundary to reconize people. i've a very corky eyesight, and i'm not doing anything to it.
That's me. I'll leave everything behind. U know, things that's yet to be done. Like myself. heh. I need braces, i need glasses, i need proper food cosumption, i need to lose weight, i need to have more self-respect, i need a boyfriend. Heh~ i know i'm not gonna get one if i'm not doing any justice to myself. And i think i need to remember zipping up my pants too. Im sucha a muddle headed person. lol. but seriously, i need to fucking exercise, i'm so fat that the only thing i can fit in (if i decide to gain more) is my Mom's "butterfly" Pjs. haha. and i need to organize myself. u know, make proper adjustments and stick to it. cuz i'll find myself back to square 1 most of the frikcing time. And yeh, ditch smoking too, i dont wanna find myself, gasping for air in the wee am, frantically looking for my inhaler (i'm asthmatic), and cry myself to sleep cuz i cant sleep after that. yeh. so i've to do something about it, or i'll be dead soon.
No, maybe i'll cut down on smoking only. yeh.
Good day everyone.
