Tuesday, June 17, 2008
What's the story now?
I'm such a confused muddleheaded person. I thought that I'm done being a Blogger (not LJ-er, opps! OK FINE, i've moved)after years of penning my every single bits of life here(deleted, renewed) but...haiyer...i dont know. See, i keep turning back. I just can't seem to .... move on. baaahhhh.
Sometimes i just want to shut my system down, then turn it on again when i feel like it. *beep teet beep fuck you* yeah..like robots. I'm actually pretty good at day-dreaming, night-dreaming, dreaming dreaming. Maybe this is a sign that i should be a director! haha.
Yeah, keep on dreaming fuzzy wuzzy.
I'll be having issues with money for the next two month. Fucking hell. This particular someone said that he'll help, but we'll just see. Talk big only. Fuck lah. it's like i'm working for free sia. like fucking myself, out of this bullcrap. grrr. nb cb knn. eee, geram nye aku dengan orang-orang kayak fuckers begini.
My mom lagi satu. macam nak one time ah sometimes. Can u be more giving like dad? EEE, geram geram geram. EEEEEEEE. macam nak beli rumah sendiri ah abeh kalau takut malam malam gelap semua lampu buka then tak enough money to pay the bills. Then tv, radio, computer semua buka. Eh, macam ada duit je nak beli tu semua letak kat rumah. Ah apa lagi, minta my mom's husb ah. Then message dengan my father ask him to buy all electronics, then malam malam or kalau my dad tengah mandi my mom will be reading his messages.
Then nanti balik kena one full bucket of lecture. wah piang, then minat duit kat my mom, ngomel ngomelan
cubit cubitan aku menyanyi kau petik guitar~ wth, dangdut pulak. my mom really lah, cannot give face to me one. but she pays for my hp bills ah, and sometimes my ez-link card. but ahhhh...aiyah. tak apa lah. atleast something. but i don't wanna give her money for every month ah. Wait till i'm married then i use my husband money give u can?
my pay is peanuts sia. kerja je kat MEDICAL LABORATORY tapi our's is the most fucked up one. they make billions or zillions i think, but they pay us like as though we're working in a fast food line nabei chibai. the ball suckers, lagi bagus. gaji banyak. just duduk kangkang masokkan angin so their balls get bigger.
K i'm bullcraping. It's time to switch.
