Saturday, August 02, 2008
What's the story now?
Sometimes, friends are not the ones you wanna run to. Sometimes, u even wonder, why u love them so much, but they just tends to hurt you, in anyway possible. Sometimes you just regret helping them, when in the end they don't even realize what they used to be. Just like the old malay saying
'kacang lupakan kulit'. Sometimes u just hate the presence of that person. Sometimes you just don't even wanna hear their voice. Sometimes you just hope that you've never crossed paths. Sometimes you feel like smacking that fucking face plastered on their fucking self right? Sometimes, u just wonder, why that person is your friend in the first place when the both of you came from two different worlds but after being with you, that person is slowly becoming like you, becoming a total different person. Sometimes you're just sick and tired of becoming the center person, a cover up, like a foundation liquid.
Whatever. i live my life for myself. Not for others. I live my life not to please that certain other. People come and go. They are somehow etched in our mind, but trying very hard to forget them is like trying to escape from paying 'GST's'. not related, i know, but u get my gist. But they just need to open up their eyes, and see. Use that cobweb-ded brain and think. Have the heart to feel. haiyah, i'm wasting my time. It's like I'm trying to knock some sense to a 2 year old kid.
Well life is full of regrets, nothing can be altered. *yawn
Im sleepy.
